beloved's cry...

Let Him kiss me with the kisses of His mouth- for your love is more delightful than wine.
Take me away with you- let us hurry! Let the king bring me into His chambers.

Like an apple tree among the trees of the forest is my LOVER among the young men.
I delight to sit on His shade, and His friut is sweet to my taste.

He has taken me to the banquet hall, and His banner over me is LOVE.

I belong to my LOVER and His desire is for me.

my LOVER is mine and I'am HIS...

getting closer than yesterday..

SOAKING NIGHT(HIJAS DE LA TOLERANCIA)
november 25,2009
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this is our 2nd soaking as a net. even though we are not complete,(just,van,giselle,jeny weren't able to come) but we still enjoyed it.

"encounter with others"
it seems we had our 2nd encounter. its not the usual soaking. the first thing that we did was, we had an affirmation game. instead of pouring our heavy hearts towards to each other, we speak blessing and positive words. i know that every circle of 12 is so unique. there are differences that caused conflicts. but despite of our differences we can learn from each other and build a stronger relationship.



"encounter with self"
the second thing that my hijas did was i asked them to write a love letter for themselves. everyone of them was so touched and emotional while writing the letter. its a great feeling for them writing positive and encouraging words that sometimes they forget to do coz they are so packed up with so many pressures in school, family, personal issues, dealing with their people. if there is 1 person aside from God who really believes in yourself it is YOU. being decisive for God.





"encounter with God"(weee)
last thing that they did was i gave them 1/8 sheet of paper and told them to write a love letter for God. they were all complaining and thinking how they could do it with so many things they want to tell God. the sheet of paper i gave them is the limited chance of time they have, and they have to maximize it, and use it to the fullest and never missed a thing. i want them to write what is really the cry of their heart and with just few words.











"seeing and believing is possesing"
im on my way to my 144. i challenged them to create their network's name that would be also their decleration. writing 12 possible names of people that will be part of their 12. these are the names of their net.
JUNE- la compasivo hijas TINA- hijas de alegria
MOJI- la carinoso hijas GEM-la guerero con fiel hijas
TIN- la extraordinario hijas BAM- hijas con integridad
JENNY- la prometedor hijas DIVINE-espiritu llenar hijas
YANG- la suerte hijas VAN-
GISELLE- JENI-
JUST-
indeed we are all excited to see the multitudes coming back to the Lord, and that is through our lives. we are TAKING OUR POSITION IN HIS KINGDOM, AND TAKING OUR POSSESSION AS HIS DAUGHTERS OF GRACE. AJA!


its really a different time with the Lord, with each other and with ourselves. we also did pray for each other and seal every prayer and dreams by the blood of Jesus. HE who begun a good work in us is able and faithful to put everything into completion. from in the fullness if HIS grace, we will receive one blessing after another.


WHO ARE WE??? WE ARE THE CAPTAINS OF 100!!!

HIJAS DE LA TOLERANCIA!
TAKING POSITION, TAKING POSSESSION! MAS MOSANAY, MAS MANAGHAN, MAS MAMUNGA
HIJA!HIJA!HIJA!
AHHHHHHH.........AJA!


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what a HOLY night!

It was a rainy night (murag lami mag muni-muni -,-). After having a cup of coffee, i jumped up on my bed thinking of something na mabuhat para makatulog. I got my cellphone and start scanning the messages in the inbox. I remembered the game that i just learned to play that day. After having many rounds, i got bored.(???umm) maybe listening my fave songs could help, so i played the songs that's in my phone. As i was listening the song "we cry holy" it just came to my senses that I'm missing someone (ummmm???) I started to yield my heart and my thoughts to the Lord, talking to HIM, simply telling that I miss HIM so much. I started to cry, and i really felt the emptiness in my heart that only my LOVER can fill. HE is starting breaking my heart, revealing everything what's inside of me. I don't understand why i have to face again those moments in my life. I really cried so hard,dili na jud mapugngan.but i really tried na hinayan akong tingog , thinking that they will hear me and wonder.(im with my papa,sister and my cousin sa balay). I was like having a flashback to all the highlights sa akong kinabuhi. Then my LOVER started talking to me " you are really nothing without ME". after i heard it, i started confessing "i really need you LORD" kinahanglan kaayo ta ka", and it really break my heart. As i was being more desperate, my LOVER speak to me again, and HE reminded me of a one story.Luke7:36-48( JESUS was anointed by a sinful women). I really felt that i was like that woman washing Jesus's feet with my tears and wiping His feet with my hair. Iam laying everything at HIS feet and allowing HIS holiness moving in me. GOD is really holy.. All the anxieties i have i cried it all to the LORD, conceiving that I can't live without HIM, without HIS grace, and HIS love.

I'm like a little child who's so full of fears but being comforted and rescued by her Greatest Father. Through HIS holiness i really did see my worth in HIM.. being taken into HIS holy presence can change everything in me. Like that woman, after shedding her tears at Jesus's feet and being confronted, she received freedom from everything that holds her back. My LOVER has layed a great peace and security in me. HIS love is so amazing, and no one will be able to surpass it. I'am really loved by my LOVER.. I'am, verily HIS BELOVED....

pagka anindot nga adlaw!

nag bonding mi karon sa akong mga igsoon na sila darling ug bek!!!!!!!gisundo namo si bek sa citi tri kay nag opencell siya.paghuman,niadto mi sa isa ka mabugnaw nga dapit (coffee shop atbang sa pipols park) paghuman niadto mi ug p.park unya daghan mi nakita na taga bcc didto.human ng baktas mi padulong sa internet cafe unya good news! naa nay blogspot si dariling ug si love.si bek among titser.PAGKALINGAW NA LANG GAYUD! :-)

HEART MATTERS

Manage your heart and manage your flock.

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Let me share with you what I have learned - and am Learning...in life, leadership and love. (from God and His word, experiences, desires, visions, and of different 'comments' with be loved, changemaker and ate rejoice. (all credits to them and our Lord Jesus Christ)

Proverbs 4:23 says, "above all else, guard your heart, for out of it comes the issues of life."

we manage our heart, cause it highly affects your life - and your fruit (Matthew 12:33-37)

and, it's not a reason that you cannot manage your flock (Pro 27:23 - Be sure you know the condition of your flocks, give careful attention to your herds)... or the other, "napasagdan nko akong 'heart' ky busy ko s akong flock" - learn from jacob, isaac, boaz.

for we should do it both - ala two-sides of a coin - managing our hearts and managing our flocks.

For in reality, as singles, we can't just choose one (unless nag-vow ka og pagka-eunuch)...we have to do both...i believe we can (Phil 4:13)....


I believe God is raising up our generation of great 'managers', LEADERS i should say, leaders of great, healthy, & multitude of flocks and AT THE SAME TIME, LEADERS of their hearts! (ingon pa sa FP: don't follow you heart, lead it.

ENOUGH with faulty relationship!!! (aren't we all tired of learning, hearing, experience, leaders/friends/ka-closece

ll/ka-network - failing at this - either with their relationship with God, their 'flocks' or their 'hearts'???)

tama na! In the Name of Jesus! Let Christ-like young men and young women deny themselves (tradeIN lifestyle), carry their cross, and follow Jesus.



ON with the vision! (of raising up a godly generation who will also raise up godly generation after them).

FR. j.salem