before i will get married i want to go for mission. it
could be somewhere in asia or in the philippines..

i dream of going to a fashion school. just one of my passion..

i want to have my own boutique someday. creating my own line..
in this way im able to express my heart..

i really love this phone. Whenever i pass the highway where
it's billboard was placed, i always whisper a prayer and lay my
hands on it. nothing is impossible. weee...

SAND CASTLE NO MORE

I am a Princess who used to live in a Sand Castle.

It was a place where my dreams and heart belong to.

A place of security and happiness that i ran to when the

Princess in me starts to drain out. A sand castle which my bare hands

made with a hopeful and wishful heart. Here in this place i build my

own world. A world of intimacy, love, and caress. I designed it the

way i loved it to be, of which i thought it it's enough to protect me.

But right now this sand castle starts to fall apart.

As i gaze upon it, slowly falling

so as my heart starts to faint.

" oh my castle, my stronghold, how can it be?"

Fears, doubts, pains strikes back once again.

'twas like everything i used to build and to hold

has swept and gone by the wind.

I am a princess without a castle a anymore.

A heart of grief of pain overwhelmed me.

Where did my castle has gone? Now that it is no more

where can this pity heart dwell? Why my King did not

hear my wish and make it as his command?

And now, where can this Princess finds her rest?

For all this time this Princess heart worked hard to have

her dwelling. But all of these has gone to nothing.

Reality has woke me up. What i built is not meant for eternity.

It was a sand castle meant not to last. What a wake up call.

I was stunned.

And now, I am a princess without a castle.

No sand castle anymore.

Fantasies and wishing is enough.

Reality is on the move. I am a Princess meant for

what is true. I did have a Castle, the real one.

And the King of kings is the one building it for me.

I have to rest and trust the king because his banner

over me is His Love.

I'm pushing myself hard to believe and to hold on

to what is real and will last. This heart of a Princess

is still hopeful and faithful though.

Everything falls into it's limit and the rest falls into GRACE.

I am God's Princess longeth NO SAND CASTLE ANYMORE.

Love Never Fails - Brandon Heath

When I Say I Do by Matthew West (lyrics)

CAUGHT BY THE VISION

I am clouded by the vision of uncertainties; being caught with furious realities.

Caught by the vision with hindered notion, grasping the teal revelation.

When will be the day that true freedom is upon my reach and being caught is unthinkable.

In my heart I'm caught by the vision of truth and honesty in his sovereignty; grasping the vision

beyond what the eyes can see.

No One Else Knows - Building 429

tRuthspeaks..

Genesis 2:21 So the Lord God CAUSED the man to fall into DEEP SLEEP; and WHILE HE WAS SLEEPING, He took of ONE of the man's RIB and closed up the place with flesh.

tRUTH's to ponder for MAN (ADAM)

Man be sure that you are in a deep sleep (fully surrendered emotionally to the Lord)

when God is taking out the RIB from you.

" NO FALSE SLEEPING"

Man, be sure that the woman you are desiring, considering and praying is the

RIGHT RIB that God has taken out from you. " DON'T STEAL SOMEONE'S RIB".

Man, that it's a RIB., not your lung, liver, or intestine :)

Remain in God's purpose and plan. " DO NOT BE FOOLED".

Man, be sure that she's the ONLY ONE. Only ONE RIB was taken out from you.

Don't make collections of your RIB, or else your heart will be exposed too much.

You will not be guarded anymore. " ONE WOMAN MAN".

Man, be sure that the place where the RIB was taken out did not remained empty.

Allow the Lord to fill the empty side of you. Don't look for a RIB for the purpose

of completing you. Only God can complete you. " BE COMPLETE BY GOD'S LOVE".

tRUTH's to ponder for WOMAN (EVE)

Woman, be sure that you too is fully surrendered to the Lord. WAIT for God to take you out.

Do not force or volunteer. Wait for GOD'S TIME. " NO FALSE WAITING".

Woman, be sure that the man you are desiring, considering and praying is the RIGHT ONE.

He is the MAN that you belong to. " DO NOT BE SOMEONE'S RIB".

Woman, be sure that you are the RIB. You know your REAL IDENTITY in the Lord.

Don't act as a lung, liver or intestine :) . Remain in God's plan and purpose. " DO NOT BE MISLEAD".

Woman, be sure that you belong to only one man. Don't easily give in when someone tries to

take you out. WAIT for God to tell you so. Don't let false man worn you out and lose you purpose.

" DON'T BE EVERYONE'S RIB".

Woman, be sure that the man is fulfilled and complete in his relationship in the Lord.

Don't give in when he tells you that you complete him. It's a LIE. Only God can complete.

" BE COMPLETE BY GOD'S LOVE".

JOHN 8:32 THEN YOU WILL KNOW THE TRUTH, AND THE TRUTH WILL SET YOU FREE.

WE WILL BE SET FREE FROM SIN, WORRY, FEAR,DOUBT, AND FROM UNGODLY AND FALSE RELATIONSHIPS.

THESE TRUTHS WILL ENABLE US TO WALK IN GOD'S WILL AND PURPOSE. IT PROTECTS AND PRESERVE US FOR THE BEST. GOD LONG'S TO SEE US RESTING UNDER THE FULLNESS OF HIS BLESSING; GOOD MARRIAGE, GOD GIVEN MARRIAGE, GOD GLORIFYING MARRIAGE AND VICTORIOUS MARRIAGE. THIS WILL BE POSSIBLE IF WE WALK IN FEAR AND OBEDIENCE TO HIS AUTHORITY AND WILL.

NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE TO THOSE WHO OBEY, WAIT, TRUST AND BELIEVE.

#LOVENEVERFAILS

RUTH IN THE MAKING 1..

For almost a year I am like "Ruth in the making". Everything started last year when i joined the G12 conference in Araneta. I have with me my 8 disciples and it was their first time to be there. Never in my mind that God will start my journey there of becoming Ruth. All of me was about the power portion from the conference, taking care of my disciples and "laag-laag gamay =). But God has his own plans and ways.


WHERE IT ALL STARTED...
It is every princess's dream to be with their prince. While waiting for the short break to end at the conference, I suddenly felt the longing of a princess for her prince. Thoughts came in and started to play a scene. Questions begun flashing and my heart is jumping. I don't like how i felt and i started rebuking my mind, but the struggle grew even more. Then i prayed, ask the Lord what he wants. I prayed, I listen, and listen carefully... then, next session of the conference started... =*


He's not done yet...

The conference was over. Time to go back to the dorm where we stayed. Feeling again the delima of riding roller coaster like bus. The traffic was heavy and not to mention the noise. Amidst of it, there again the princess dream starts to play. I started to pray and ask the Lord to speak.I want peace. I trie to place my attention to somewhere else. God is so gracious. He granted me peace and somehow ease the struggle in me.

this is my journal where my journey of "Ruth in the making" was written. i wrote all the words God has poured out, and i believe and have faith every word of it.

A WOMAN OF NOBLE CHARACTER

My journey in being Ruth does not focuses on the happily ever after. before getting there, a process must take place. In the bible, Ruth did allow herself to go through the process. It pays a lot of patience, time, hard work , trust and obedience. i have to go through the same process as she did; Becoming the woman that God wants me to be, and becoming Boaz's desirable wife to be..