taking new career? i bet. i found it interesting

working out wedding errands. I've been to three weddings

where i became a tyro coordinator of the wedding.

i found it so relaxing, pressures were not absent though.

what really benefits me is Im able to foresee my wedding;

what it will be like and how it will run.

well somehow a dream was birthed out.

handling events such as weddings or any parties. i don't know how

to start it, but it's already running in my dream. :)

PURSUIT OF LOVE

In your arms i give my cry

hoping that the pain would pass me by.

surrendering unpleasant memories,

and in my heart making melodies.

oh, Lord

give ear to my cry

for i can't make it for another try

In you arms serve me

with your love...

coz PERFECT LOVE is all i need

to have.

i decided to start to journal my journey to love. i just felt in my heart

that it is nearer more than i ever thought. just click it here to start the journey.

first inaanak

ELIJAH ALLEN LABRADO YAP

Allen is my first ever inaak, and it makes me so proud and happy.
He is my spiritual sister's first child and i bet the loved child of BCC.
I love being a ninang, coz somehow you become the second parent and has a responsibility of taking care and loving the child. Gifts are just second priority pero impotante gihapon.hehehe.
all my prayers and blessings is for allen. Blessed to see a new generation who is for the Lord and in the future will make a difference. The future leaders who is spirit-empowered and has a great fear in the Lord.. i love allen...

Jeremiah 17:9

The human is like the most deceitful of all things, and desperately
wicked. Who really knows how bad it is?
10 But I the Lord search all hearts and examine secret motives.
I give all people all their due rewards, according to what their action deserves.

this is very timely. People are now excited and enjoying the atmosphere of "LOve, February,Valentines day" as what we are used of it. But this does not mean to awaken our hearts and allow to follow the flow of it.

Proverbs 4:23 Above all else, guard your hearts for it determines the

course of your life.

It's high time to guard our hearts from what the world o

offers, suggest, and trying to put up fake and false standards, compromising views of Love. It should not be based on teleseryes, suggestive magazines, talkshows, movies, and reality shows. No one in this world could ever show what is really true and perfect love.

Everyone of us failed at some point in our lives when it comes to guarding our hearts, but because of God's grace and love, He allowed himself to show and demonstrate the true and perfect LOVE of all; the coming of His one and only Son, Jesus, and His redemptive work at the Cross. It is where Love was perfectly and purely made and done.

No one is excuse or exempted on this. Everyone has its chance to be victorious; and being careless of guarding the heart, defeat is at cost. Great people

with title and high position, as well as the "ordinary ones" has its own story to tell of defeat bcoz they weren't able to guard their hearts.

LEADERS AND THEIR EMOTIONS

Satan's primary target for attack are the front liners or known called as Leaders. And satan's tactics is so obvious, he always use the emotion as weapon against them. But despite of it's clarity, still many failed to recognized the tactics and quickly dive into it. This cause a domino effect to the people following behind them, and this is the saddest part. Because you are not alone will be suffering the consequence but also the people behind you.

KING DAVID AND HIS UNGUARDED HEART

2 Samuel 11:1-13--> tells us the story how King Davis stumbled

in his heart. It was this time when he got a lose hold of his heart.

C11V1 in the spring of year when kings normally go out to war...

It was the time for battle but David chose to stay for nothing; instead

sent his armies to fight without his presence. A day came for David, a day

where he's at rest, nothing to do, and where his heart got arrested.

one way of keeping our hearts guarded is to place ourselves in the rightful place, doing the right

things. As king David tried to escape the battle for his kingdom, He was not able to elude the greatest

battle that led him to defeat. That's why we should be in the place where God called us to be.

If it's not the right time yet to indulge to our heart's content, don't dare to break in, instead

yield on the things that God called you to do. Perhaps the Lord's time for you is to be more passionate

on loving Him; wanting to see you growing in His knowledge and grace, performing that's

assigned to you. God works in His perfect time.

DAVID BATHE WITH SIN

His ending on that battle was so sad. He failed; he committed SIN AFTER SIN. Being adulterous to a

murderer, and tried to hide the mistake that he did.

When sin was knocking into his heart, he was not able to flee from it. He opened the door of his heart

and let sin entered and corrupted his whole being. Seeing the woman, bathsheba, bathing, led David to bathe in sin.

WARNING:

MEN- you are driven by what you see. Dili man jud maiwasan makakita

ug maanyag na pananawon. Pero posible kaayo bantayan ang kasing-kasing.

Dili magpadala sa makita.

WOMEN- Dili dayon magpadala sa unsay madunggan gikan sa lalaki. Be preserved.

Don't expose yourself. Pagbaton ug kahadlok ug paminw sa Ginoo.

KING DAVID vs. URIAH

KING DAVID- instead of doing his duty as a king he chose to did nothing.

- He can possibly interceed for his team as an option.

- He can also take care of other needs of the kingdom that would make

his time worth it. but n one of these things he tried to do.

Mao na, usahay ang pagrest na wala sa panahon dili diay makaayo. there is a time

for everything. (Ecclesiastes 3).

Surely it was David's time to love God's work and set aside his personal agenda. Whan the

Lord is calling us out to go, we should quickly do it. Always remember that the safest place to rest is in the

presence of the Lord and doing His will, outside of it brings threat.

URIAH- the husband of bathsheba

- loyal and committed to his duty as a soldier

- knows his top priority

David tried to cover up his mistake. When he knew that bathsheba got pregnant, he ordered uriah to go home and be with his wife, thinking that he will sleep with her. But uriah is decisive to stay and finished his duty as the kingdom's soldier.

It is so vital to know our purpose. Take time to think and ask God what is his duty for you at this time.

If God tells you to seek Him more and do more for Him, just trust and obey. Heart matters? It will just follow.

Prov.31:10 Who can find a virtous and capable wife?

She is more precious than rubies.

Ephesians 5:25-27

25 -28Husbands, go all out in your love for your wives, exactly as Christ did for the church—a love marked by giving, not getting. Christ's love makes the church whole. His words evoke her beauty. Everything he does and says is designed to bring the best out of her, dressing her in dazzling white silk, radiant with holiness. And that is how husbands ought to love their wives. They're really doing themselves a favor—since they're already "one" in marriage.

For the Women out there..

How we value ourselves is the measure of value we recieved from other people, and specificaly to Men.

The Word clearly tells us how a woman should act and the way she'd be treated.

Proverbs 31:10... more precious than rubies.

Our worth is more valuable than what the worl can give. We are more precious than any expensive jewelries the world has. Our worth comes from the perspective of being the Church, the Bride of Christ.

Don't forget your Price Tag

I've met a lot of women who lost their value, self-importance, and love for theirselves. I have heard their stories of brokeness, failures, and defeat. Even has my own story of battling self worth and how did i overcome it through God's Grace. Each and everyone has it's own story; whatever it is, You are still God's Beloved.

Your worth is the Blood of Jesus. His death on the Cross also redeems our self worth and value. And Jesus will not allow His Beautiful, Redeemed Bride to go back from the mess where she've been.

prov. 11:32 A beautiful Woman who lacks discretion is like a Gold ring in a pig's snout.

The great value that Jesus clothed on us is nothing if still we place ourselves into a pig's snout.(meaning: mali na gugma,Mali na purpose, Mali na company, everything, anything that is not in the alignment of God's will.) We should place ourselves to the very throne of God, our rightfully place. Our past of brokeness and failures does not permitting us to bargain ourselves and settle for less. WE ARE BOUGHT WITH A PRICE! Cannot be discounted. (illustration: kung butang ta na baligya sa isa ka mall, dili ta makita sa mga discounted, bargain, buy1take1 na area. dapat naa jud ta sa mga mahalon, branded, original na area. That when people esp. Men will try to glance at you, they can't easily grab you, but they will think twice and more if they can afford the worth; if not, they would patiently and joyfully save to reach your worth.

Our worth can't be paid with pitiful sweet nothings. YOU ARE NOT WORTH OF JUSTA TEXT MESSAGES, AN HOUR OF CALL, OR A KILLER SMILE. Remember it took the Blood of Jesus to redeem you. DON'Y EASILY GIVE IN.

SA PANAHON THAT YOU MAKE YOURSELF MORE A PRINCESS,

MAS MUDAGHAN ANG MGA FALSE PRINCE THAT WILL TRY TO WIN YOU.

You are PRECIOUS, EXPENSIVE, THE BEAUTIFUL BRIDE MADE HOLY AND PURE. YOU ARE WORTH WAITING FOR, SAVED FOR AND WORKED FOR.

Wait for a Man who is willing to pay the price. A man who would tell you that He would love to Pray for you instead of he wants to court you and win you over through text and call and etc..

A man who knows to protect you from being corrupted. A man who will not win you through "estoryahee quotes" but he should be a man of PRICE, a man of WORTH.

Don't be defrauded with what your eyes can see and ears can hear. Remember, things that are unseen is more truer. YOU ARE A PRINCESS, DAUGHTER, BRIDE, WHO'S WORTH WAITING FOR.

Jentezen Franklin - When You Should Fast (3/3)

Jentezen Franklin - When You Should Fast (2/3)

Jentezen Franklin - When You Should Fast (1/3)

CAUGHT BY THE VISION

I am clouded by the vision of uncertainties:

being caught with furious realities.

Caught by the vision with hindered notion,

grasping the real revelation.

When will be the day that true freedom is upon reach

and being caught is unthinkable.


In my heart I'm caught by the vision;

of truth and honesty in His sovereignity.

Grasping the vision beyond

what the eyes can see.