CONFESSION OF A YOUNG HEART

In for Adventure

it's my 8th day here in SUGBU and I'm enjoying my stay yet quiet feeling  going home.hehehe.

well for this day, i decided to have some adventure  roaming around the city by myself after work. 

I can't stop smiling while riding in the Jeep thinking if it will be a success trip.

Thank God i reached my right destination safely.i  was just enjoying the crowded place, it's just like one of the main streets back in davao. There are familiar stores and establishment, i just need to be very careful looking for the store i want to go to. 

"KILIG" encounter

After buying some stuff, i decided to dine at MCDO to have a fill. The place was quiet full and i need to sit with tables which is not fully occupied. Finally i found my spot. While enjoying my dinner, one  guy stood in front of me looking for a table. I just looked at him, never have the willingness to offer one the vacant seat in my table. But he spotted that vacant seat and just make some nod, asking if he can have the seat. In response i just gave a nod too. He was sitting right in front of me, and i am already feeling the awkwardness bcoz i caught him looking at me. (pamati ra kau..hehehe :p) well, i just focused on my meal and texting. I tried to glance at him feeling curious how does he look like. When i got the chance to look at him, it drew a smile on face, having this cloud over my head (cute xa..)hehehe.. well, i make it sure he will not caught me looking at him. I don't have any plans to start a conversation neither make some moves to catch his attention. -pa simple lng kung baga- :) its just that very uneasy to be with a guy that close and you never knew him. I wanna finish my meal as fast as i can, coz i can't take any longer the awkward feeling. -I assure you he does not look like someone who has a bad intention- cute gani xa, and neat with earing.(the more i find him cool)

At last im done, and im ready to go. i left that place packing with me the smile in my heart and face. 

these are "kilig" moments that i know will just pass by and be forgotten. reminding me of being human having emotion and knows how to appreciate. few days from now i will remember no more that "silent encounter". Maybe, i whispered in my heart - will i ever have the chance to see him again? will he still remember me?- questions which answers is nowhere to be found. Well if it happens then i will allow the Lord to operate it and do it in his way.

Right now, i am more determined to wait and be patient for "TRUE LOVE ENCOUNTER" to happen. It will be a day which is glorious and memorable. 

This is just one of my memories here in Cebu. xoxo

I DESERVED

YES! here it is. my dream job. I have reasons that lies behind

why i called it as my dream job. I have been to a lot

of work in different fields. Those experiences taught me a lot, shaped me

and prepared me for a greater work. 

Being an undergraduate gives a lesser opportunities to grab a job

that would somehow level to those who were degree holders. 

Unlike to a degree holder, undergrads have lesser rate of wages and benefits

and lesser chance of being promoted. Well, that's how the standard projects.

Since i belong to those undergrads, i have this fear and doubts that i will never 

have this what they called "white collar Job".

Everything changes the moment i learned my true identity. Perhaps

people will try to measure me according to a degree but not everyone became

successful because they have diplomas to show up. It all rooted from

a determined and a fighting heart. I did asked the Lord and wrote it in my BOOK OF DREAMS

what kind of have i want to really possess. It takes process to be on that place. A lot of testings

and  failures was at stake. But i never give up on my dream. I know I DESERVED this, 

and only the LORD can make this possible. I may not have my diploma that will prove my capacity,

but I have a God who's on my side and be my approval for everything. 

I am thankful for companies and employers who gives chances to those

who did not owned diplomas, but possess the same capacity and ability.

Making a way for people like me. And mind you that i heard a lot of successful people

who did not owned this proofs but made it to the top bcoz of so much

determination and faith  in God.

HEART OF A DREAMER

mactan cebu itn'l airport

 with Darling in IT Park

Ayala Center Cebu

LIVING THE DREAM!

Until now my heart can't contain the joy and the pleasure of living one of my dreams.

This  may sound of a trifling matter, but it does count to me a lot.

I am actually sitting in a cafeteria, composing this blog and gathering my thoughts 

to exude what's in my content. Yes, it's been a dream to set my feet to one of the Island that Philippines

owned; the Queen City of the South, CEBU. I am not a traveler, but i have these chosen places where i want to conquer and experience it's beauty and specialties. I bet as a sincere Filipini citizen, I MUST CHOOSE PHILIPPINES because it's MORE FUN IN HERE :) And  now, the Lord has already grant this desire of mine altogether with so much favor. I am indeed highly favor. (sigh.... salamat Lord! <3 p="">

FREE DREAM

I might not here for a vacation but the reason of being here is more than enough. I am indeed living 

my two "wildest" dreams. I will share it later for my next entry.

As i have mentioned, this is not a vacation trip; the favor of having a new job sent me here to undergo training. The company i am connected with right now is based here in Cebu. I found it so amazing how God would like to orchestrate and fulfill everything just for me. My plane ticket was free, the accommodation as well. Indeed, to dream in the Lord is free and overflowing, it gives you more than you want. It takes TIME, FAITH, PATIENCE and TRUST to await this moment and to never let go of it. And now, Iam here embracing the memories of being here, possessing every favor HE showered upon me. I have not yet visited a lot of places here, but just taking my time and focusing on the real reason of being here.

THE PRAYER OF A GRATEFUL HEART

Perhaps, some people might not perceive this, but nothing can defeat a heart who's determined and faithful. And this Heart serves and love a relentless and a faithful God.

Thank you Lord for being so faithful to me ever since.

You never withhold wonderful good things 

to your beloved. Even the littlest dream 

my heart treasures you never fail to 

grant with extraordinary favor.

I know this is just the start of my

 NEW, GREAT beginning  with you.

There's more to see.

I will keep my faith in you,

while enjoying every part of my dreams happening

in your will.

Thank you so much Father. You are Generous.