RUTH IN THE MAKING 1..

For almost a year I am like "Ruth in the making". Everything started last year when i joined the G12 conference in Araneta. I have with me my 8 disciples and it was their first time to be there. Never in my mind that God will start my journey there of becoming Ruth. All of me was about the power portion from the conference, taking care of my disciples and "laag-laag gamay =). But God has his own plans and ways.


WHERE IT ALL STARTED...
It is every princess's dream to be with their prince. While waiting for the short break to end at the conference, I suddenly felt the longing of a princess for her prince. Thoughts came in and started to play a scene. Questions begun flashing and my heart is jumping. I don't like how i felt and i started rebuking my mind, but the struggle grew even more. Then i prayed, ask the Lord what he wants. I prayed, I listen, and listen carefully... then, next session of the conference started... =*


He's not done yet...

The conference was over. Time to go back to the dorm where we stayed. Feeling again the delima of riding roller coaster like bus. The traffic was heavy and not to mention the noise. Amidst of it, there again the princess dream starts to play. I started to pray and ask the Lord to speak.I want peace. I trie to place my attention to somewhere else. God is so gracious. He granted me peace and somehow ease the struggle in me.

this is my journal where my journey of "Ruth in the making" was written. i wrote all the words God has poured out, and i believe and have faith every word of it.

A WOMAN OF NOBLE CHARACTER

My journey in being Ruth does not focuses on the happily ever after. before getting there, a process must take place. In the bible, Ruth did allow herself to go through the process. It pays a lot of patience, time, hard work , trust and obedience. i have to go through the same process as she did; Becoming the woman that God wants me to be, and becoming Boaz's desirable wife to be..