SAND CASTLE NO MORE

I am a Princess who used to live in a Sand Castle.

It was a place where my dreams and heart belong to.

A place of security and happiness that i ran to when the

Princess in me starts to drain out. A sand castle which my bare hands

made with a hopeful and wishful heart. Here in this place i build my

own world. A world of intimacy, love, and caress. I designed it the

way i loved it to be, of which i thought it it's enough to protect me.

But right now this sand castle starts to fall apart.

As i gaze upon it, slowly falling

so as my heart starts to faint.

" oh my castle, my stronghold, how can it be?"

Fears, doubts, pains strikes back once again.

'twas like everything i used to build and to hold

has swept and gone by the wind.

I am a princess without a castle a anymore.

A heart of grief of pain overwhelmed me.

Where did my castle has gone? Now that it is no more

where can this pity heart dwell? Why my King did not

hear my wish and make it as his command?

And now, where can this Princess finds her rest?

For all this time this Princess heart worked hard to have

her dwelling. But all of these has gone to nothing.

Reality has woke me up. What i built is not meant for eternity.

It was a sand castle meant not to last. What a wake up call.

I was stunned.

And now, I am a princess without a castle.

No sand castle anymore.

Fantasies and wishing is enough.

Reality is on the move. I am a Princess meant for

what is true. I did have a Castle, the real one.

And the King of kings is the one building it for me.

I have to rest and trust the king because his banner

over me is His Love.

I'm pushing myself hard to believe and to hold on

to what is real and will last. This heart of a Princess

is still hopeful and faithful though.

Everything falls into it's limit and the rest falls into GRACE.

I am God's Princess longeth NO SAND CASTLE ANYMORE.