might not the best

#curriculum vitae

pressured? i guess? driven to venture a new job.

it's been a while since i resigned from my previous job. it was a worth decision

for the sake of ministry commitment. 

but i can't deny the worldly pressure and self satisfaction it brings to 

earn dues every 15/30 of the month comparing to an earning that comes by faith.

i was a little bit anxious and fretful. money is indeed a need right now, but its not all

about money. 

# i attempt

because of those reasons, i attempt to apply for a job.

i tried call center companies, which i thought new to me. but those attempts

somehow led me to something real; real things that God wants me to realize and obey.

proverbs16:1 Mortals make elaborate plans, but God has the last word.

efforts denied. God thwarts the plan and His prevail.

it calls for trust and patience. I ended up thanking the Lord

for sparing me and saving me for the best. :)

#contract+covenant

the moment i was off to my secular job and tangled myself into

full time ministry, i knew that i was entering into

a battle about radical trust. to keep me posted on this decision,

i decided to make a contract which more of a covenant to God.

this will help me to remain on track and never do any plans 

without the say of my one and only Employer.

it's a contract+covenant of faithfulness and endurance.

As companies usually do to their employees, assuring their commitment

and loyalty, signed and agreed contracts served as a bond between them.

it must be highly honored;if not, sanctions is at cost.

whenever i read this contract+covenant I'am checked

and reminded to whom and what i worked for. 

I have the Greatest Boss/Father above all. nothing to worry.

i just have to make it in the best way.

^{Proverbs 21:31} Do your best, prepare for the worst— 
   then trust God to bring victory.

# season I'm in

God has its own beautiful time to fulfill our dreams. Perhaps this is a time for

faithfulness and loyalty to what he entrusted me. "forgive me Lord for i fret a lot of time".

My profession right now, is a full time daughter and must spend

quality time with the Father; Shepherdess, taking good care of my father's flocks;

servant, serving God's people. My salary depends according the glorious riches of my Heavenly Father.

#God is thoughtful

My Heavenly Father does not hoard good and pleasant things to His beloved child.

He is well-pleased to release the kingdom to those who learn to wait,trust and obey.

weew.. :0 much is given, much is required.

ALL OUT TO HIM